In retrospect...
just beautiful @11:35 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005

Have been meaning to blog for a very long time... somehow just couldnt summon up the energy to do it.. Guess now's a good time to start.. The past couple of weeks passed by in a blur.. newfound friends.. ameliorated friendship.. responsibility.. relationships.. hurt feelings to soothe.. inadequacy to overcome.. it's takin a toll on me..

I feel life is passing me by..and i'm silently watching it.. helplessly.

At the end of the day, when you have gotten the things you initially wanted, you'd realise it isn't as important as you tink it is..

Relationships and love are overated... and its not helping any that my EQ's really low..

I'm afraid.. so afraid that i would feel the emptiness inside me..again.

I want to let go and i need to let go..


crowned
There's a girl named RENE who is a glutton. Who eats anything she can get her hands on. She can't get enough of chocolates. Same goes for her yami yoghurt. And her fried mars bar.

adorations
Lilies and orchids are her favourite flowers. She loves french pedicures, mascaras, ribbons, laces, colours. She loves kate spade. She loves to cuddle in bed with a book and a mug of hot chocolate. She loves shiny and glittering stuff. She also has a fixation on the colour green. She's desperately trying to pick up mahjong from mr teo. She loves trying out new food and interesting places. She loves being a december baby. She has got a dose of wanderlust in her. And of course she loves shopping. She loves her family which only consist of her mok mok and papa. And she adores her darling mr teo. >

fixations
Her list of restaurants

annalakshmi
black angus
rice table
desire
brazil churrascaria
brewerkz
cafe modestos
hog's breath
kuishinbo
waraku
shashlik
v tea room

wishlist
hp and the deathly hallows
junk food tees
dkny watch
gucci tote
coach signature stripe tote
prada handbag
chanel 2-way cake
stila treatment powder
revlon super lustrous lipgloss
skinny jeans
cheap monday skinny jeans

glamour

splendour

glory