Torn to shreds
just beautiful @6:42 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005

I felt this odd sense of detachment after what i heard. Truth be told, i can't feel anything anymore. I shudder involuntarily when i learn about the deceit. It may not have meant anything to you. But it's a colossal thing for me. Just like that. Trust plummeted. No grounds needed.

I really hate this. This emotional roller coaster. I have to, need to get off before i get seriously dizzy. Why is everyone putting on a facade? It is exhausting holding on to that mask, isn't it? If it didn't mean the same to you like it did to me, you shouldn't have said all those things. I despise you for all your duplicitous actions and words. I wish you would just get out of my life so that i can live my own in peace.

Sometimes we are more alone then we want to admit.


crowned
There's a girl named RENE who is a glutton. Who eats anything she can get her hands on. She can't get enough of chocolates. Same goes for her yami yoghurt. And her fried mars bar.

adorations
Lilies and orchids are her favourite flowers. She loves french pedicures, mascaras, ribbons, laces, colours. She loves kate spade. She loves to cuddle in bed with a book and a mug of hot chocolate. She loves shiny and glittering stuff. She also has a fixation on the colour green. She's desperately trying to pick up mahjong from mr teo. She loves trying out new food and interesting places. She loves being a december baby. She has got a dose of wanderlust in her. And of course she loves shopping. She loves her family which only consist of her mok mok and papa. And she adores her darling mr teo. >

fixations
Her list of restaurants

annalakshmi
black angus
rice table
desire
brazil churrascaria
brewerkz
cafe modestos
hog's breath
kuishinbo
waraku
shashlik
v tea room

wishlist
hp and the deathly hallows
junk food tees
dkny watch
gucci tote
coach signature stripe tote
prada handbag
chanel 2-way cake
stila treatment powder
revlon super lustrous lipgloss
skinny jeans
cheap monday skinny jeans

glamour

splendour

glory