there's no world outside;

just beautiful @11:55 PM

Friday, September 30, 2005

I suck at pool. And let me tell you, i give new meaning to the word suck. No control over my cue at all. Maybe i should take it as my lot in life and stop pushing my luck. Coz i'll end up embarrassing myself. =p

Oh and teddy? We really should find better pedals and triggers. A fair fight and all, you know. =) If not how i show you my impressive strength in beating you? Lol. Type a here i come!

just beautiful @10:08 PM

Thursday, September 29, 2005

It spoke volumes. How you are getting along fabulously with each other. I felt like an outsider. An intruder. I still do. So much so that i don't want to hang around anymore. 'm just an immature spoilt kid who wants you all to herself. But i guess life doesn't happen that way.
*Go away, the green-eyed monster in me.*

just beautiful @11:18 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

A compulsive urge. To push myself. To see how far i can go before i snap. How long i can last before i pull out. Before i throw in the white flag. Or pass out because of sheer exhaustion. Because there's only so much i can take. Strange enough, there is a certain degree of self gratification in pressing on despite being throughly worn down. I think 'm a little daft at this point in time.

just beautiful @11:26 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

There are times when it hits you. That all the worldly possessions in this world are just what it is. Mere possessions. What you deemed important suddenly loses its flavour. In that instant. Leaving a bitter taste that's hard to swallow.

A huge gaping hole that i can't seem to mend. Nor put my finger on.

No matter how hard i try to push this feeling away. It keeps coming back. Totally and irrevocably.

Maybe i'm just lonely. Oh well.

just beautiful @12:22 AM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Can you believe it? There's nothing to buy in bugis village! At least for me and cindy. *sighs*

And mok mok's out of town till tomorrow.

Damn it! I miss her. Lol.

Dinner at spageddies was so good! Coz i had crayfish ma...Lalala =p

just beautiful @12:51 AM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Little things that will make my day.

In no particular order. =)

~bubble tea

~cheap and good food

~the breeze after the rain

~snuggling in bed

~pay day

~reading a book

~sleeping in

~drinking fruit juice

~mok mok's packed breakfasts

~mok mok's soups

~hanging out with better half

~yt's feeble jokes

~mimi's boisterous laughter

~yt's muesli bars

~meeting my darlings
~mascara that don't clump
~a good movie

~gorgeous blue sky
~dogs

~people tenging me

~good shopping bargains

~getting a ride home

~sweet messages

just beautiful @12:10 AM

Friday, September 23, 2005

I despise you. You and your deception. I still do. Maybe it was in the name of fun. You didn't intend for it to go that far. But it did. Maybe, just maybe you are a selfish bastard who don't think twice about hurting anyone. Of course you don't. How could you. You were having so much fun twirling me around your finger, weren't you? A god damn good liar you are. I laugh, no i scoff at your questionable morals. I wish i have never met you. You made me see the world for what it is. And i hate you for that.

just beautiful @1:23 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

I love boston legal! Coz it had me laughing my toes off. =p Its tongue-in-cheek humour was evident throughout the show and somehow it just tickles my funny bones. ~grins~ It's so going to be my favourite must-watch! tv programme from now on. Trust me. =)

just beautiful @11:15 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

So much for my determination. Took cab to work again. =( At this rate 'm going, what i earn is going to equal what i spend on cabs to go to work. Ironic. Ha. Caught a sound of thunder with chao after work. Left me at the edge of my seat. The movie i mean. Lol. Had to fix my intense cravings for bubble tea and crispy chicken. Felt so good. ~beams~

Right now 'm anxiously waiting for the rum and raisins mooncakes that yt bought. Slurps.

just beautiful @5:10 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

It was a race against time to finish OE. So to speak. SOo glad that it's over. =) Had to work on friday and sunday so time was undoubtedly cut short. Sleep deficiency sucks. And i have to work again later. My own doing. ~faints~

just beautiful @12:46 AM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

I got my mooncakes today. Lalalala. =)

Oh i luv luv luv snow-skin mooncake with champagne truffle and ganache!

just beautiful @12:41 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

BF test's later. And 'm at topic 2 part 1. Only. 'm screwed for sure. Oh well. =(

just beautiful @1:34 AM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Went mimi's place to do MOR today. She has got a passageway from her place joining to the shop downstairs know! Lol. 'm finding it really fascinating. Reminds me of harry potter's hogsmeade. =)

Poor yt. Coz better half was trying ways and means today to take pictures of his exposed armpit and etc. ~faints~

And dinner was cooked by mimi. *Applauds* Lol.

Luckily better half's dad came to fetch us. If not sure take cab again. Must make a mental note to myself not to take cab for the rest of this month. Hmpf.

just beautiful @10:08 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

We consumed a total of 2 elephanccinos, 2 teas, 2 ice water, 1 salad, 1 potato soup, 1 pizza, 1 spaghetti. On lunch alone. Oh well. Guess this means i gotta start my exercise regime soon. =(

Best thing was we both spent like 10 bucks each. At nydc. Including gst and service charge. =)

Better half and me i mean. Lol.

And by affiliation, i received a box of mooncakes from stomper lo. Oh how i love affiliations. ~grins~

just beautiful @8:45 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I had the toughest time waking up this morning. Maybe 'm going into deficit soon. =( Was asked to stay at the clinic till 6pm. But i passed it up coz i really need to rest. And study a bit of BF. Opportunity cost hor. Ha.

Realised that i had an appointment with jeremy previously. In the end, met up with him over early dinner. Lol. I had banana crumble at swensen's and field mushrooms at foster's! Slurps! Aside from happily devouring my food, i was freaking tired. There i was, curled up at the armchair at fosters, ready to fall asleep. Even jeremy thought i should head home to rest. Lol.

Oh well. Who am i not to heed his advice? =p

Anyways, thank you for a lovely, albeit early dinner. =)

just beautiful @11:52 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

It has become a routine.
Sleep late. Wake up early. Go clinic.
I will collapse soon i think.
Start work at the clinic at 9am today.
Finished at 6pm coz i begged off.
Met up with kevin for a while.
He picked me up.
If not i'd have taken a raincheck.
When i came home, better half was still around.
Went with her to meet stomper.
At breko, better half realised how much stomper loves her.
I would like to say, 'i told you so'.
Touched too, i was.
Thank you stomper, for doing the things you do to keep cin happy.

just beautiful @11:47 PM

Friday, September 09, 2005

No, it's not all that glorified being an assist. Been there, done that. To top it off, I hit the doctor with the overhead lamp when i attempt to move it away from his head. A bottomless pit would be fitting. But 'm not that lucky. =(

It was kinda hilarious though. Had a stitch in my stomach after trying so hard not to laugh. =p

Think 'm banned from assisting the doctors. Oops.

just beautiful @12:20 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Bloody hell! Took cab to work again. Woke up at 10 when i should already be at my counter. I really should hit my own head. =( Had to race to the clinic after ending work at 6. A mad dash. Remind me not to fix my job one after the other again. Ought to kick myself. Really.

just beautiful @12:34 AM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

An inkling of what my job is going to be like. Between shuffling patients' records in a manner that befits a mad scientist, picking up incessant phone calls, i have to handle the pecuniary transactions and also record down appointments as well as the different types of medicinal drugs given to the patients. ~faints~

And it's only my first day. Figures.

just beautiful @12:32 AM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Look at him! Lol.

Tsk. Forced me to stand beside the bin.

Sorry yt. For making you wait for over an hour. =p You see, never wake me up then like this lo. Better learn your lesson ah. ~laughs~

Went comex with yt. Woo so many gd bargains there. Bought a 150x 512mb sd card at $59 only! Lol. Lucky for me, there was a food fest too. Eat till i was so filled! And that was no small feat, mind you. ~grins~ I don't know about yt though. He's such a quiet eater. Not. Ha. And you know what he taught me? To substitute tissues with leaflets from the comex fair! ~faints~

Oh and the doctor called me on the very same day of my interview at the clinic to send word that i had gotten the job. =) Neat!

Thanks for sending me home yt. Well. sorta anyway. Lol.

just beautiful @1:07 AM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Tada!

~beaming~

Allegedly my best friend.

Three's a crowd? Lol.

Went over to stomper's to have dinner coz better half bought my share too. Lol. So decent of her hor. =)

Been hanging out with better half and stomper of late. Geez. Quite sad. For me la. Though stomper's technically my best friend. Ha. So there i was, like a thorn in the flesh, trailing after them. The third wheel factor you know. Lol.

Stomper said better half and me have half a brain each. And it's half of a pea brain. Grrr. So we are one whole of a pea brain. =(

A saturday night and we had no clue where to go. Ask me for ideas and when i said let's go eat, he laughed heartily and said: "coming from you, very understandable." ~faints~ =p

Eventually we decided on chijmes. I had to make do with beer coz stomper only ordered that. Was not too bad actually. Heineken's growing on me i think. Lol.

Tada!

just beautiful @4:33 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

A little intoxicated 'm afraid. =p

The remnants. Of our supper. =)

The culprits. Lol.

Still lucid at that point in time. I think. Ha.

just beautiful @4:02 PM

I'm bullied again. Evidently. =p

Bloody red engines!

*wolf whistle*

just beautiful @12:36 AM

Went for ER lecture but was nevertheless late. Better late than never ok. Lol. Better half also late what. =p Had zhu zha tang for lunch at queenstown with bh. I always go there for my dosage of zhu zha tang de! I brought so many of my friends there that the auntie and uncle know me le leh. ~laughs~

In between switching buses, we went past this museum so we sneaked in to have a look. Bright red over-the-hill fire engines greeted us ok! All kinds de. Wow. Lol. Henceforth, me and better half were all inspired and geared up to visit the rest of the museums in singapore. Err but only if it's free. ~grins~

Had a field day of shopping today too. Bought two junk food tees and a pair of shorts. Lalala. Finally can buy something le. Coz my pay just came in ma. From the pantene event i did for a couple of weekends. You think i shop all the time meh? Lol. Oh yeah actually i do. =p
As beat as we were, we didn't want to go home. So we headed to fosters at holland V to chill. Ordered some cocktails and of course some munchies! We had strawberry magarita, pina colada, calamari, apple pie and gigantic field mushrooms! Slurps! The field mushrooms were darn good ok! Lol. Bh, let's go eat the HUGE field mushrooms soon ok? Ha. =) Pictures up soon, i promise!

just beautiful @1:55 AM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

These were taken when better half and me were waiting painfully for time to pass by. While mr. stomper loh knocks off.

Shooting frenzy..

Yup, that's about right.

Where are you, stomper lo?

Huh?

And again.