Watched all about love today. All of us, and i mean ALL of us, cried like hell. It was just a sight to behold. Lol. We looked the worse for wear when we walked out of the cinema. Teary eyed and such. And we ran out of tissues. Argh! Of all things. Lol. Mimi and me were sitting next to a guy so we tried really really hard not to cry. Didnt work. We couldn't hold it in. Lol. So you can imagine the 4 of us crying like nobody's business.
We had a little shopping expedition. Lol. By ourselves coz mimi and jo had to go off. I did some things i shouldn't have. I succumbed. I bought a skirt and bag in spite of the fact that 'm near to penniless. Somebody hit me.
And there sat cin and me. Near the foot of the staircase at orchard station. We were utterly spent. Maybe it was the lack of sleep. Or the crying. Or the shopping. But we couldn't move a muscle. We were a little delirious i think. Coz i remembered us laughing at the littlest things. Oh my. Thank goodness that's all we did. =p
justbeautiful @12:36 AM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Another lazy saturday. Woke up in the late afternoon. Went out. Cut my hair. Dinner at coffee club. And a movie.
I know. I should really get to studying ER. Soon I promise.
justbeautiful @1:59 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
33 hours without sleep. I fear i may have become a little looney. And i think i'm hallucinating. Crap. A sign. I better turn in for the night.
justbeautiful @4:02 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
I was ridiculously close to tears after getting down the bus and telling my daddy some stranger just stepped on my new shoes. My daddy just looked at me and smiled. And then he bent down to attempt to wipe the stains off my grimed and soiled shoes. At that moment, i was awestruck by the enormity of my dad's love.
I love my daddy. A lot. I hardly ever tell him that. When he makes me so mad , i forget that he is only doing his best. I forget his kindness, his patience. The things i had said in anger before, the words i had carelessly tossed around, must have hurt him to the core. I'm so sorry, daddy.
justbeautiful @8:02 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
I watch tv all day long. I wake up in the late afternoon every single day. I'm addicted to online shopping so much so that i can hardly tear my eyes away. I get distracted easily if and when i get down to studying. To top it off, i eat too much for my own good. And 'm a dead man walking.
Yup, i single-handedly deplete my bank account. In less than 2 weeks. =(
justbeautiful @12:48 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
I finally linked my uob mini to my account. Yesh, this means i can reap the benefits. Like getting 10% off some bills! Means i get to eat more you know. *sly grins* Plus i got a my melody toy today, courtesy of jere! Thanks jere! =)
Not counting the last two times we met, today's offically the first time we have been out since like our secondary school days. =) It has been a long time coming, hasn't it? Ha. We are all gathered together to celebrate jas's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my dear girl! =)
Although it's a joyous occasion, i really do not relish you guys laughing at me thoughout dinner at sakae sushi ok. *bleah* And jere, i do not appreciate the jolt to my arm to scare me out of my wits! The movie was scary enough already without you adding to it. =p I admit i shrieked once during the whole show ok. Only once. Lol.
In the end, we winded up having fondue at haagen daz for supper. Guess whose idea was that? Lol. Really ah, can you all stop laughing at me anot? At my expense, no less. Grr.
But still, i had a great time tonight. *cheers*
justbeautiful @1:30 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
I was taken aback. When jem told me what he thought, or still thinks, of my fashion of rushing headlong into relationships. He sounded really exasperated with me. Like he was disappointed in me or something.
Yes i have a habit of doing just that. But is it that deplorable? Whenever our talk teeters along topics like these, 'm always made to feel like i got my hands caught in a cookie jar.
Am i not taking things seriously because i choose not to think too much about the future? Or because i don't know what might happen so i hope for the best means 'm flippant? You say that i can't keep doing this. I can't keep jumping from relationship to relationship. You say that i don't know what i want and that 'm setting myself up for hurt. Am i really?
I'm just trying to find my way. Honest.
justbeautiful @11:38 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Ahem. I have accomplished what i set out to do. That is, finish reading the 4 books. In 2 days leh. *grins* Lalalalala. I want more books to read. More, more!
justbeautiful @11:18 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
Frantically trying to finish reading all 4 of my books. It was a moment of folly when i borrowed them from the library. What was i thinking? I need to start revising soon. I just hope that i wouldn't get addicted to reading books so much so that i dispense with my revising. *bleah*
justbeautiful @11:06 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
When i was younger, and i mean really young, i used to patronize this optical shop with my mok mok. As i grew older, i sorta cast my net elsewhere. Lol. Recently, my mok mok told me that she just went to get her sunglasses done there. So i decide to pop by and do my red glasses which have been collecting dust for some time now. ~chagrined~
Holly molly! The guy who runs the shop remembers my name! Like wow... 7 odd years leh! I decide i like him after all. Lol. And he only charge me half the price compared to the price i've been quoted elsewhere! Hmm.. The more i like this fellow. Ha.
Lalala.. I caaaan't wait for my glasses to be ready! =p
justbeautiful @11:50 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Yt waited for me to finish work so we could do a bit of ER. So he happily sat at Mac's while i slogged. Hard for work. =( Luckily i have yt's snacks to tide me over coz i missed my lunch. Thanks yt, for the coconut thingy and muesli bars. =) In the end, we ate dinner at coffee club because yt practically coerced me to. Ha. =p We had seafood lasagne, rosemary chicken and muddy mud pie. Mmm.. Dessert was totally gratifying. ~slurps~ Then we head to my place to do ER. While my mok mok fed us lots of fruits. To detox and all you know. Lol. It's suffice to say 'm stuffed. *burps*
justbeautiful @2:36 PM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
It was much needed. A good night's worth of sleep. I can now smugly declare that i feel up for turning cartwheels even. Lol. And while this lasts, 'm going to stuff my face with glorious fattening food. Ha. Watch me!
justbeautiful @12:44 AM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Wanted to watch corpse bride but it wasn't the right time. So we went to hit the games instead. Lol. And shopped a bit. As much as we could anyway. Luckily teddy knows self-amusement so it wasn't very hard. =p
And i bought a junk food tee again! 'm a junk food junkie..Lol.
Thai express. Kind of missed the place. The food, the people but mostly the food. Lol. I dig the tom yam soup man. =) Went with teddy to eat after better half went to meet my alleged best friend. Ha. It was a fulfilling experience. In terms of food of course. ~grins~
Yawnz. Think 'm going to hit the sack. It's been a long day.
justbeautiful @11:21 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
You know you ought to say something. Something that will make everything all right. But nothing came to mind. At least nothing consequential. So i held back. The longer it gets, the worse it became. Somehow as i watched, things seem to spiral out of control. There was just this irrevocable gap between us. A gap that was getting wider by the second and counting. For the record, i admit i was so caught up in my own hurt. Everything else just flew out the window. That i didn't stop to think about yours. And 'm sorry for that. A lifeline was all i needed.
crowned
There's a girl named RENE who is a glutton. Who eats anything she can get her hands on. She can't get enough of chocolates. Same goes for her yami yoghurt. And her fried mars bar.
adorations
Lilies and orchids are her favourite flowers. She loves french pedicures, mascaras, ribbons, laces, colours. She loves kate spade. She loves to cuddle in bed with a book and a mug of hot chocolate. She loves shiny and glittering stuff. She also has a fixation on the colour green. She's desperately trying to pick up mahjong from mr teo. She loves trying out new food and interesting places. She loves being a december baby. She has got a dose of wanderlust in her. And of course she loves shopping. She loves her family which only consist of her mok mok and papa. And she adores her darling mr teo.
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fixations
Her list of restaurants
annalakshmi black angus rice table
desire brazil churrascaria
brewerkz cafe modestos hog's breath kuishinbo waraku shashlik
v tea room
wishlist
hp and the deathly hallows junk food tees
dkny watch
gucci tote
coach signature stripe tote
prada handbag
chanel 2-way cake
stila treatment powder
revlon super lustrous lipgloss skinny jeans
cheap monday skinny jeans
