there's no world outside;

just beautiful @11:18 PM

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Had half a packet of instant noodles. Four chicken wings. Some strawberries. One banana. And 'm gona eat another two chocolate eclairs. For supper. I guess now i know why 'm putting on weight. =(

Still, thanks for the eclairs sweetie!

just beautiful @11:26 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Nah better half, 'm okay le. Just need to vent out my frustations. Lol. Did u try calling me just now? I didnt hear a thing. Anyways, i guess it's a lesson for both of us. Not to take each other for granted maybe? Ha. (But thanks for putting the apology in my favourite colour! *rewards brownie points* =p)

Yt, 'm so full right now. I think next time i shan't be so greedy and order so cheesy stuff. =(

See yt, it's so easy to keep promises if you try. =) Good boy! Lol.

Turning in soon. Another 12 hr day's work tomorrow. Have to get up nearly at the crack of dawn in my opinion. *crys*

I'm gona keep a glad list from now on. Gotta be thankful for the little things in life yea. =)

Somehow my flow of thought seems really inconsistent. Oops. Lights out.

just beautiful @10:17 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

I've done some thinking today. Maybe it's wiser to let it go. Since there wasn't really anything in the first place. 'm tired of thinking up excuses. Tired of shrugging it off. 'm contented with my life, albeit a little mundane. I don't need anyone, especially you, to make me happy. Just a couple of close-knit friends and family will do. And luffy.

just beautiful @7:43 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

I didnt work overtime coz you said you wanted to meet up later. I was sitting at home waiting for you to call me. 'm not at your disposal you know. If you are not gona meet me, have the decency and responsibility to say so. Geez.

What's with you people disappointing me nowadays?

Grrr...

just beautiful @10:10 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Had an invitation from elvin to join him and his mates for dinner. Tried some roasted potatoes and beef lasagna from da paolo gastonomia. Not too bad i must say. =) Desserts was this chocolatey-looking thing with lots of marshmallows. Yums!

Somehow i got coerced into joining them for a chill at walas before going off to meet yt. Lol. Well, i don't understand much about army life so i could only sit there and listen patiently. *scowl* Thankfully they noticed and from there we delved into the topic of racism. It started with joseph asking me, "are you a racist?" (everybody was laughing at his sudden change of topic) Ha.

And then we talked about corporate finance and shares. Think it was the beer that put joseph in such a intellectual mood. Lol.

Had to leave them hastily to rush to great world to catch HP and the goblet of fire with yt and his friend. This yt ah. Claimed to watch movies once in a blue moon. Do you realise that you have already watched twice with me in less than 2 weeks? Lol.

just beautiful @1:47 AM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Here we are again. Meeting up after barely been apart for like what? 6-7 hours? Haa. We actually went to play pool and bowling by ourselves. Pool and bowling are almost like team sports, the kind you do when you are out with a group of friends. Not when there's only two of you. Speechless le. For both our sake. Lol.

Found out about this chicken rice shop at thomson road from george (funny how his name keep turning up these two days, ha). Anyways, i dig in and i mean really dig in. Lol.

I had one and a half plate of chicken rice, one drink, one bowl of soup by myself and other side dishes shared among us. Then i had one big piece of mushroom cheese prata, honey paper prata, bomb prata and a milo dinosaur. Shared among us of course. =p I only had a little more than them can! Ha. It was, without a doubt, an extremely satisfying meal. *blurps*

And we went to play pool again. Haa.

Have you had enough of me yet, cin? Lol. Thanks so much for the organiser. =)

just beautiful @12:29 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

It's interesting what a personality test can reveal about you. Or the people around you. The test cin and me took at the workshop were pretty dead on, at least in my opinion. We took the test which determined certain aptitudes of ours, and were then split into respective groups according to our aptitudes.

For example, there were the introverts and the extroverts. No points for guessing where we were. =p When you look at how the extroverts and the introverts mingle, you see a stark difference. One group was deathly quiet and the other was a bundle of..noise. Lol.

We had curry rice (you see, good things come to patient people =p) courtesy of cin's boss george. It was wondrous. =) And then we spend another hour at coffee bean so that i could do another personality test, again courtesy of george. Cin and me are suckers for this kinda things. Fall for it hook, line and sinker. Ha.

Funnily enough, when george analyse us and our relationship using the test, it was, in a word, enlightening. It fits like a T. We were laughing like mad women when he explained to us why we compliment each other's quirks. Lol.

To top it off, we watched HP and the goblet of fire! Ha. Bloody hell i love it! Lalaala.

just beautiful @6:32 AM

Oh my. Better half, did you ever think that we could do this, talk for close to 5 hours face-to-face in and till the wee hours of the morning? When i think about that morning, i wonder how we managed to even stay up. Lol. But it was certainly a dramatic night/morning, ain't it? Not to sound lesbiany again (is there even such a word? ha) but 'm glad that it was you and not someone else that morning. No gagging please. Lol. Apparently spending 12 hours together was not enough. We still have to talk to each other for another 5 hours before we let it go. =p

Love you, better half. =)

just beautiful @12:39 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

Ohhh i love love love my bright pink toenails! So shiny and pretty! Lol. Forgive me for my lack of restraint can. It has been plenty long since i had any pedicure done. Mimi did french and me pink. Tada!

Swee bo? Lol.

Mimi and me...

just beautiful @10:55 PM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

I agree with jo. What do you do when you feel someone you care about is avoiding you? You would give anything to know but you just can't ask. You think that if you knew just why, you can put a stop to it. I'm not as lucky as jo though. There is no one calling to reassure me. No one at all. It's times like this when i feel so alone. And i can't help feeling so.

just beautiful @10:42 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Yes 'm the type who kicks tree trunks when mad.
The type who spews expletives when miffed.
And right now i feel like kicking and spewing some.
Oh bugger.

just beautiful @11:35 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

Did we really have a mass talking session last night/this morning? Lol. It sure was l0oong. 5-6 hours ba. =p

I went to watch all about love with yt. Yes i know i watched before le. And i cried again. But only a tiny little bit ok. =)

We had the ever delicious ayam panggang for dinner at ps. Yums! Like finally lo.

tada!

this cutie sat next to our table and his name is achilles!

isn't he just adorable? =)

Just before he left, he and his little sister waved us a chorus of goodbyes. So sweet.

jem's new specs retro hor!

Met up with jem for a tiny bit coz he was in the area. Hmm. That was quite smart of you to tell me ah. If not, i would have laid the blame on your head. =p Thanks for walking me back. Sure brings back all the times you have walked me home. And also the vehement sparring we have along the way and always seem to find so ticklish. =)

just beautiful @11:12 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

No food for 7 hours straight and i have to deal with gory stuff. It's one thing to watch gore on screen. Another to experience it. It has been a string of never-ending homicidal tooth extracting operations. It alarms me to see the blood spilling all over the place. I'm blessfully happy, sitting at my desk doing paperwork. Really. I do not have a death wish. Or wish to see coagulated blood for that matter. No assisting for me please.

Oh boy, was i glad to be off duty.

Dinner was my favourite part. Me and seeto were stuffed man. Lol. We are two very greedy people, me thinks. =)

us!

calamari for starters

mine's and seeto's

my just 'desserts' =p

I don't know about him but i was famously bloated. *blurps* This particular dinner at spageddies cost us (fine, him!) like 60 odd dollars. Woo hoo. I really never thought we could be like this after all that has happened. So thank you for the things you have done and for being who you are. 'm truly blessed to still have you as a friend. =) Oh yes and i went on a mini shopping spree again. I acquired a pair of havanaias slippers, a gold necklace and 2 pairs of earrings. I need more moolahs! =(

just beautiful @10:21 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Passed jere kel's mp3 and had lunch/tea at pepper lunch. For jas's sake, i hope he can do something about it. *cross fingers*

Thanks for the treat hor jere. Lol. And don't bully me anymore hor.

Watched doom at great world. Kinda gory and gruesome. But the rock is sooo cute! Lol. Played pool again. I think i may be a bit better at it than before. Or it could be my imagination. Ha.

I was thinking. Was it a sign that i got a call from seeto last night and then i saw him at orchard today? It's been so long. Feel strange thinking about it. Argh.

I will stop thinking about the past. Period.

just beautiful @12:53 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

Let the pictures do the talking. =p

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Woo hoo! I'm back from chalet le! Lol. People, i'll post the pictures up soon ok. I just need to sleep a lot more first. So long!

just beautiful @9:13 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

*Listening to: Boyfriend- Ashlee Simpson*

I should be studying. But nah, i just refuse to do that abominable thing! Lol. Hmm.. Guess i won't be sleeping much later.

Plan is to go straight to the chalet after the last paper. Therefore, i gotta tug my heavy stuff to school. *faints*

Hope all goes well though. =)

just beautiful @2:27 AM

Can you like someone, say after meeting once? I suppose you could but it's not so much as like but as attracted ba. Or am i a cycnic to begin with? Well, it's most definately sweet that you have a thing for me but it's still all comical to me how you manage to come to that conclusion. You make me laugh, i grant you that but you don't know me at all. I'm not mild, neither am i sweet. So don't you ever think that in the first place and make presumptions on me.

I'm reserving my opinion of you for now.

just beautiful @11:48 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

I'm on a roll. Yup. Two movies consecutively in the middle of the night. After working straight for 12 hours too. At least it has been fun. =)

Interesting isn't it, the kind of scenarios you get yourself into? I continue to lavish myself with muddy mud pies and chocolate eclairs even though 'm down with flu and sore throat. Now i have a cough and who can i blame but myself. *scowl*

People constantly amaze you. You thought you had them figure out but you thought wrong. *shrugs*

Well, continue to amaze me ba. Strangely, 'm looking forward to it.

just beautiful @1:47 AM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

I need to get my hands on some books. Any book. At least to tide me over these few days. There is nothing left to read at home. I have either read them over the span of this past couple weeks or have read and re-read them till they look kinda tattered.

And i can't buy new books coz i wiped out my savings. *scowl*

Desperate. I really am.