I can't blog. Why, you ask? Coz my computer choose to wield its abominable power over me by shutting down irrevocably. On my birthday, no less. =(
Time seems to pass really fast when you are busy. Or when you make yourself so busy that everything go right past you.
I hate that i can't turn back time.
Christmas. A time when we experience love in so many forms.
It brings back memories. Good ones as well as bad ones. Still 'm grateful for all that i have right now.
I have a thankful list of some sort. Here goes:
~mok mok for never failing to give me unceasing care and concern
~papa for doing his best by our family
~cindy for saving my ass every single time
~yongtang for being such a sweetie to think of getting me the musicbaby
~yekai for taking the time and pain to wrap the prezzie in so many layers
~seeto for his birthday treat to pasta cafe even though he has bills that he has yet to settle
~janson for ordering all those food just because you know i love to eat though you have already eaten
~jas, kel and jere for giving me a lovely frame with a picture of us together and for doing all the cooking during the bbq
I love you all.
justbeautiful @8:55 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
I feel a little out of sorts. Even as my birthday drew nearer, i don't feel as excited as i should be feeling. And i have no idea why.
The worse thing to feel is to feel not needed. I got the feeling that even if i don't turn up at my own bbq, it wouldn't make much of a difference.
I feel so lost.
justbeautiful @12:46 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
I'm a crybaby. I almost burst into tears coz i realise i haven been meeting up with cas and eve of late. Silly me but i can't help the way i feel. It's not like before when we make an effort to meet up every 2 weeks or so. Ever since my school term started, i hardly get to see them. And i don't like this feeling at all. It's been almost a month into the holidays and we haven even got together once. I truly truly miss them. =(
I feel so lonely without you all.
justbeautiful @2:04 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
To have someone greet you so ardently at the door when you come home feels so much like heaven.
I love walking luffy. He's a bundle of joy to be with.
He has a pair of the most expressive eyes i have ever seen on a dog.
I don't what i would do when he's gone.
Thanks for walking luf with me tonight. =)
Catch phrase of the day: just do it! *mwhaha*
justbeautiful @11:45 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Yes i just went ahead and open the car door. I thought it was my frend's. HUGE mistake. It was most definately not. Man, i could feel my cheeks turn red on the spot. I'm an embarrassment to myself. Period.
Finally got to sit in ryann's orange car. His backseat not even unwrapped yet! Lol. Xiong(i think that's his name) brought us to the best places to eat. In his opinion. =p Caught aeon flux at one of the shopping centres in jb and was happily munching on caramel popcorn. It was ultra delicious!
Yes and i brought back some detergents coz it was ultra cheap over at jb. Lol.
Dinner was even more delectable. Seafood galore! Ha.
To top it off, luf's at my place right now. And i totally adore him! =)
What a wonderful way to end my day. *smiles*
justbeautiful @11:38 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Lunch at crystal jade just for my momo. She deserves the best! From both cin and me. =)
I so wanna go OLIP but i'm just so plain exhausted. =(
My stomach's been acting up on me again. *throes of pain*
And oh by the way, today is my fabulous momo's birthday! Here's to you, my dearest mummy who is the epitome of motherhood. At least i think so!
I love you momo!
justbeautiful @8:08 AM
Saw 2 is indefinitely gruesome. But somehow or rather, i find the plot deeply riveting. So sue me. =) I admit i flinched when macabre images were shown but that's forgivable if you've seen what i've seen.
Was raining when i stepped out of the house. And throughout the night as well. Guess your HUGE umbrella did come in a little handy after all. Lol.
Was utterly famished after the movie and it was to newton where we gratify ourselves. Fully. *grins*
A long day ahead. All my doing. Why did i promise to cover for her? I seriously need some shuteye. I can feel the onslaught of something already. S**t.
justbeautiful @11:38 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
The best kind of therapy is retail therapy! Lol. Therefore i decided to squeeze in some therapeutic shopping trips. =) Grabbed a teal top from ness for my momo. Just in time for her birthday! Phew!
my hauls lately :
~topshop skirt ~a couple of unmentionables ~black faux leather bag ~teal clutch bag ~minuscule red handbag ~abercrombie denim mini ~old navy princess glitter tee
I'm a happy happy girl!
justbeautiful @12:25 PM
I woke up to see a message from ryan. He wants to match-make me! These are his exact words --> " I have a guy friend who drives and quite down to earth. I think you and him can click..."
I really don't know to cry or to laugh.
Do i look desperate? Or materialistic? *faints*
Thanks anyway ryan. I know you meant good. =)
I'm not at all affronted. In fact i find it downright funny.
crowned
There's a girl named RENE who is a glutton. Who eats anything she can get her hands on. She can't get enough of chocolates. Same goes for her yami yoghurt. And her fried mars bar.
adorations
Lilies and orchids are her favourite flowers. She loves french pedicures, mascaras, ribbons, laces, colours. She loves kate spade. She loves to cuddle in bed with a book and a mug of hot chocolate. She loves shiny and glittering stuff. She also has a fixation on the colour green. She's desperately trying to pick up mahjong from mr teo. She loves trying out new food and interesting places. She loves being a december baby. She has got a dose of wanderlust in her. And of course she loves shopping. She loves her family which only consist of her mok mok and papa. And she adores her darling mr teo.
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fixations
Her list of restaurants
annalakshmi black angus rice table
desire brazil churrascaria
brewerkz cafe modestos hog's breath kuishinbo waraku shashlik
v tea room
wishlist
hp and the deathly hallows junk food tees
dkny watch
gucci tote
coach signature stripe tote
prada handbag
chanel 2-way cake
stila treatment powder
revlon super lustrous lipgloss skinny jeans
cheap monday skinny jeans
