Never mind me. I'm just having a self pitying session.
justbeautiful @10:46 PM
I hurt. My stomach hurts. My heart hurts.
I have not had my dinner. And i have been in pain for the past few hours.
Yes i know i can do away with my cramps if i pop some medicine. Even so, i refuse to concede to such weakness.
I'm waiting, waiting for someone to ask if i've eaten or wanna eat anything. But no. Not my mok mok. Not my papa. And not my bf.
Is it too much to ask when 'm hurting, for someone to care?
It hurts. So bad.
justbeautiful @6:37 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
The flea market was wonderful. I think i spent like 50++ on vintage earrings and belts. But it was worth it coz quantity counts! Lol. Pi pi was so sweet to buy me those chic necklaces we saw together. And this abercrombie skirt that i totally fell in love with mainly becoz of the embroidery. Haiz think pi pi spent a lot yesterday. Say about 300 bucks? Must be my fault.
But luckily pi pi won some money from his bunkmates playing manjong last few days. He said 300 bucks so i guess that pretty much covers our day yesterday. Phew.
I love pi pi's new nike jacket. It's so big and warm. Just right for me. Lol. He let me wear it the same day he bought it coz the cinema was so cold. Shuang! It's also a big part of the 300 dollars he spent. Haa. Might as well make use of it.
Memoirs of a geisha was nice. Though some parts were left out from the book. Hmm i shall endeavour to re-read the book again so that i can remember what exactly they left out. If i can find the book in my house.
Oh and a funny thing happened too. This lime magazine girl ask to take my photo so she can put in the magazine. Something about dress sense. Oh well. Thanks i think. =)
I had a really nice time.Thanks to you.
justbeautiful @12:29 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Can't wait for tomorrow to come. Coz pi pi and me made plans to hang out the whole day. We are going to meet early and then head to town. We have an agenda and all ya noe! Lol. Plus there's gonna be a flea market outside cineleisure. Shiok! =)
justbeautiful @8:33 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Dreamt that i was 80kg. Scared the living daylights out of me, even when i was asleep. Didnt want to get up at all as the dream left me tossing and turning half the night. Result: woke up late.
Went bugis village to try and get my plastic handbag but instead i bought a skirt. For $10. Yes it's awfully cheap but that was not my intent in the first place. Oh nevermind.
Sudden downpour when i was going to reach home. Bloody hell. And now i have a pounding headache. Awesome. Not.
justbeautiful @9:47 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I'm glad we talked last night/this morning. If what we did is qualified as talking. Lol. It certainly put things in a new perspective.
Ooh and by the way, i lurrve ben and jerry's ice cream! But it cost like $7.50 for a small to medium sized cup with hot fudge and bananas sprinkled on top. It freaking-delicious though!
See? We managed to stick to my resolve to eat in food courts. Lol.
justbeautiful @5:34 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Man 'm feeling rather ravenous. Right now 'm waiting, impatiently i might add, for everything to be ready so we can all go down to start the bbq. Lol. I can't wait!
*look over at jere and kel* Oh well, they are still preparing. Maybe i can squeeze in a little catnap. Feeling a tad drowsy now. Must be the anticipation wearing off or something.
Time to sleep.
justbeautiful @11:14 AM
That's it. I lurrrve my new shoes! It's in my favourite colour too. Lol. I kept asking my pi pi whether it's nice or not. =p
Maybe i should revise my opinion of assisting. It could be quite fun, if and only if you work with the right doctor.
Managed to catch the long weekend last night. It was darn funny can. However 'm a little embarrassed that people were looking over at us coz i was laughing so loud (that's what pi pi told me). But frankly i didn't notice a thing. *oops*
Anyhow, i really did enjoy my night. Thanks sweets. =)
justbeautiful @10:14 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Had my slippers thrown around Lt 1.02 today. Yeah, sounds out of this world. But it happened to me. Not by me lah. By people i THOUGHT were my friends. Somemore they did it surreptitiously. Honestly i didn't realise it till it was too late! Are they still my friends, you ask. Well yup, they are. For now. =p
But boy does it tickle my funny bone. Lalalala.
justbeautiful @1:36 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Rainy days. Sometimes it sucks the life out of you. But on other days, it's a blessing. =) It's the best kind of days to snuggle up with a good book. Not to forget a big mug of hot chocolate by your side. Hmm, toasty!
That aside, rainy days produce most of my cravings. I have a list. *oops* Ahem.
Someone please help me coz i can't get rid of the cravings! =(
justbeautiful @8:49 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
First things first. Overdued new year resolutions. =) All right, i shall endeavour to:
~acquire the art of prioritizing ~learn how to reject people ~improve my EQ somehow(coz some pple keep harping on it, lol you know who you are! ) ~finish what i started ~not repeat my mistakes ~start to save somehow, amidst my wayward spending habits =(
Hmm... that doesn't sound half bad at all! Lol. All right. Wish me luck! =)
justbeautiful @3:31 AM
Home sweet home. Well, kinda. Lol. My computer is finally by my side again. Although i didnt fix what was wrong with it but i managed to piece the whole thing together ok. Let me assure you that it was no small feat! =p
ps: actually i had a little help from my pi pi BUT it was minimal can!
crowned
There's a girl named RENE who is a glutton. Who eats anything she can get her hands on. She can't get enough of chocolates. Same goes for her yami yoghurt. And her fried mars bar.
adorations
Lilies and orchids are her favourite flowers. She loves french pedicures, mascaras, ribbons, laces, colours. She loves kate spade. She loves to cuddle in bed with a book and a mug of hot chocolate. She loves shiny and glittering stuff. She also has a fixation on the colour green. She's desperately trying to pick up mahjong from mr teo. She loves trying out new food and interesting places. She loves being a december baby. She has got a dose of wanderlust in her. And of course she loves shopping. She loves her family which only consist of her mok mok and papa. And she adores her darling mr teo.
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fixations
Her list of restaurants
annalakshmi black angus rice table
desire brazil churrascaria
brewerkz cafe modestos hog's breath kuishinbo waraku shashlik
v tea room
wishlist
hp and the deathly hallows junk food tees
dkny watch
gucci tote
coach signature stripe tote
prada handbag
chanel 2-way cake
stila treatment powder
revlon super lustrous lipgloss skinny jeans
cheap monday skinny jeans